Thursday, November 22, 2007
Despite of some minor disappointments today, i can still say that I am LUCKY. can you believe it? I got exempted from taking "the-hardest-eco-exam-YET" this morning!! LOL. but I wasn't the only one.. there's dani "the eco nerd" and of course, the pulled out students like donna, junette, chetts, hervin, miel, connie... for their leadership training! and as usual, there are still a bunch of exams that i have to review for.. Math, english.. well, math is still a huge obstacle in my life despite of my futile attemts to befriend it. oh well, at least I am trying my very best to keep up, which I am doing pretty well, i tell you. and english.. I still have to review the FOUR PAGE debate reviewer.. It really makes me wonder why we have to study for all these stuff.. AM I going to need "PARLIAMENTARY DEBATES AND ITS TYPES" when I get married? no point. and then there's the "lablayp" issues hunting me once more.. why don't they get it when I tell them that I am finally over, and i mean OVER, the damn guy?? It really feels awkward when the people around you keep bringing up the past you tried so hard to forget, you know!! well, in line with that topic, at least I don't feel fidgety around "THE GIRL" anymore.. she's nice, and I think I'm starting to like her.. and I think I can finally give HIM up if it was because of her. Maybe we could be friends too, THE GIRL, i mean. I'm finally fine, and I now realize that everything was just a part of the huge change in my life that I have to face somehow. It really hurts to grow sometimes, especially after a painful experience. But it's all just part of the game. I now realize that one day I'll also get the chance to be happy! I am single, and very much contented! period.hahas.. me, dadi jawe, and papa yu are still going around like gang busters. Funny, I make good friends with guys than most people do. I do admit that sometimes, it gets embarassing to walk around the campus with a couple of guys in tow. But it's fun! no EMO moments. except, of course, during our YM chats when I get to fry dadi jawe about his feelings for "TIMANSTER"^^ I feel sad about their dull friendship right now.. and to think that it was all because of the "TEASING HYPE".. so sad.. It really proves the saying(which I just invented) that goes like: "Never fall for your best friend. It kills" laaahhh.. I miss my old seatmates!! joanne, dani, ryan, camille... well, except for shappy cuz we are an inseperable tandem! I don't know, but for some reason, we are always seated together! we're meant!! hahas..and tandadada!!! the finale topic!!NCAE RESULTS!!owkei..so I am proud to say that I got a 99 over all GENERAL SCHOLASTICAL APTITUDE score!! eay! That means all the review that I've been doing for months now are paying!! and here's the depressing part.. I got a 65 in TECHNICAL-VOCATIONAL APTITUDE!! Well, I don't really understand what technical-chorva-etchivu is for.. but I just can get myself to accept that I am stupid in someway peculiar to me!! How can I improve my MANUAL DEXTERITY AND DATA ENCODING SKILLS??!!! very weird. another thing.They recommend that I take up an INVESTIGATIVE or ARTISTIC line of job!! can you believe it??? ARTISTIC??? I can't even draw a perfectly straight line, for god's sake!!aaaahhhh.bite me!!
It's too late for everything♥
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